9:08 PM, Friday, November 27, 2009
Starting to have dreams.
I knew it would happen..starting to have dreams about my classes and not finishing them. Sounds dumb but it's been really hard soaking it in that I may have to redo the class I worked my butt off in. It's possible to go from a 95 to an F or hopefully an incomplete in a matter of weeks. Who knew?
I heard from my sweet friend, Sandee today. It's always a joy hearing from her because sometimes it can be a while..which is okay because I know she is sick- So it is always so SPECIAL to get messages from her..not..going..to..cry.
Ready for Monday. Ready for Monday. It's been so..uncomfortable these last few days. I am just so glad I have the support I do. The family and friends that I do. I know there are always going to be those people who just don't get it and use hurtful words to justify themselves. Being sick has helped me to really push those types of people out of my life- No matter how much I think I care about them. No one deserves to be hurt in that way, especially when it's because of something out of their control. This is out of my control.
I don't have many updates regarding me because I haven't had to go to any doctors appointments. Monday is the big day. Never thought I would see the day that I would actually be excited to be cut open. Cut me all you want, just make this stop.
mollie
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