6:29 PM, Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Never Ever.
I will never ever use CheapTickets.com OVER THE PHONE. Why is it that with places like these, you can never understand them AND they try to argue with you? Why is it that when tickets are 298 online, on the phone they are suddenly 388? Don't tell me rates aren't guaranteed when the price has been consistent over the past couple days. Long story as to why I had to book on the phone (the circumstances wouldn't let me do it online). Contradictory to the name if I say so myself.
I got really frustrated with the lady I was talking to when she kept saying my line was bad. Indeed it wasn't. I could hear YOU just fine. I also closed the online chat on the lady who kept repeating stuff to me when she couldn't answer my question about why my fare was so high. It was almost like I was talking to an automated system. Put a brick in my face and I could have had a more constructive conversation with it than what I did yesterday.
Anyways...
I've been sick over the past 3 days. I had to call into work at 1 am this morning. I hate calling in because 1. bad timing with my lack of $$ and 2. I always feel bad...but luckily I wasn't the only one there so that helped a lot. I have to drag myself to school because it is almost over and stuff is due...and I've skipped more than normal lately. It's the worst to come back to class realizing something was due last Friday and you had no idea and can't turn it in AND being completely lost in lecture because hey...who knew you could cover 3 chapters in 2 class periods. Sounds like a lot of learning going on to me..or maybe it is crunch time for the professor.
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6:36 PM, Sunday, April 4, 2010
Never go to bed mad. Stay up and fight. -Phyllis Diller
So, I am still going to MN in June. I will be re booking my flight with a bit of an extra fee but it is not as much as I thought it would be, plus the price has gone down since then so it will be even better. I think being away and happy for a week will be good for me
I have been super sick the past couple days. I might attempt to get some homework done tonight because I haven't been in class the last 2 sessions and I have a feeling chapter homework will be due tomorrow. My gut has been very right lately. I also have a project due Wednesday that I will need to start. Procrastination at its best.
Enrollment is here in a week or so and I NEED to see an adviser. I have not seen one AT ALL since Freshman enrollment and part of my stress from this semester is my lack of direction. I think after seeing one I will be more on a straight path. So ready to graduate but still a bit of a way to go.
My life has a long way to go.
I've realized it's been just 4 months since my Endometriosis surgery. I have been doing well since but still have some flare ups every now and then. I know I will never be normal but I am definitely in normal-working mode.
To be happy, it first takes being comfortable being in your own shoes. The rest can work up from there. The hardest situation to stay happy in, I think, is when you're trying to find love, and yourself at the same time. It just doesn't seem to fit well. So I believe that happiness is being able to wake up and just know that this is what you wanted, and not what somebody else wanted. -Sophia Bush
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12:44 PM, Saturday, April 3, 2010
I'm resting in your loving care.
and I thank you for believing in me
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8:15 PM, Friday, April 2, 2010
It's been awhile.
I really only know of 1 person who reads this. and honestly, I have no motivation whatsoever to write in this but I haven't had motivation to do much of anything lately...and I think using this as a way to express thoughts I would normally have issues saying verbally will help a lot.
As of right now....my moods are up and down. As of the second..I'm crying because of a conversation with a friend on text. I tend to reflect on the past and try to imagine what would be different if I gave certain people a chance. It's amazing how the outcome of something changes your life completely. My life has changed completely.
Over the past few days, I've been asking God to help me move on with all this baggage. To just be happy in HIS presence and not rely on it with anyone else. He has blessed me in so many ways through this. I know it's not meant to be hard and pain and suffering are essential to knowing God's love and peace.
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7:52 PM,
looooooover.
I LOVE YOU, MB.
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