I am one of the most emotionally connected people- I would be lying if I said I wasn't 100% emotion. This seems to be both a good and bad thing. It is easy for my mind to wander despite how "busy" I make myself. The past, present and future always surround me. I think it is because so much of the past is a part of who I am now and the future holds on who I hope I can become. Most of my dreams reflect my feelings. I love, I regret, I hope for the impossible (way too much), I cry, I curse, I regret regret regret. I regret how I have treated a certain guy and left him to always be alone, I regret hurt relationships (one is wonderfully on the mend...thankful for that), I regret my emotionality, I regret overreacting to certain friendships.

However, as I get older, seeing that old broken reflection of me helps to put those pieces together now. I so believe that every experience forms you. Whether you believe it or not, every friend in your life has changed you mentally in some way.

Music is not so much my "getaway" despite my love for it 24/7- Music with certain memories attached reveal certain emotions- they make you become raw all over again. At the same time, I don't ever want to forget these memories that are so painful...no matter how sad they make me. It brings me back to a time that allows me to feel.

Music is my 'get back'.

md.

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[twenty-one yrs young, blogging on and off since 2002, loves photography, God,friends, photoshop, strawberry poptarts, designer, life.]

hi I'm mollie & in my spare time i like to draw hearts. i enjoy the simple things in life and feel i deserve the best just like everyone else. i have not found "the one" yet, but when i do, it will be worth the wait and everything i've learned so far. i have no regrets.

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I have faith. Faith in our wondrous capacity for hope and good, love & trust, healing & forgiveness. Faith in the blessing of our infinite ability to wonder, pray, feel & think. I have faith. Faith in the infinite possibilities of the human spirit.- Starbucks Cup

"Don't you Judge Me. Don't you dare. One day I know I'll sit before a just God. Will you be there? Or will your false, your short sighted views hold you back from real truth? All your views leave you hostage, from love, from the real truth. Held Hostage! Don't point your finger like I'm the fake, You let me in this room-that was your first mistake. You've got nothing. It's okay. I was there once so don't point the finger like I'm the fake- you let us in and that was your last mistake. Follow Me. It might be your last "mistake" -Blame it on the Holy Rollers
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